No, Need for lily... I am growing up....

I have been reading Dr.V book.
I really found a great chapter on Need and want.
This really has helped me because couple of days I was saying I need lily to make me complete, but now that I know her she is just a regular person. She is human like everyone else. I have made her into something bigger then she was. She was flattered, but reality is much better to live in. Yes, reality is the best which wishful thinking can drive you nuts.. I have finally come to realize that I am a much more secure person today. Yes, I have grown and now I see the beuty in a latina. I had this feeling of noway, but now it's o.k. I have finally realized that my standards were to high. I have been lost, but now I am seeing things much better..

Thank you lily for setting me free..

I will call her later today maybe she is to busy or something, but I will call her
before the week is over. Yes, I really want to know what she is doing.

Things to do today..

1. Anna's La fonda
Install phone line

2. New Resturant on Avalon and Imperial
Install camera and recorder and fix alarm..


I am finally free from Lily, it has been great... I have trully grown this week..

Thank you Lily..