What is next? I know Lily now.. What is the next goal?

I now know everything about Lily..

It's weired but I did get closeoure. Yes, this has been the main goal to all this. I have finally meet her, but she isn't an angel as I thought. I have realized that she never will be mine but again just knowing she is o.k. is all I ever wanted to know.

Now that you know this what do you do now? where do I go from here?

I have realized that yes, I have wasted some time but again what is my next goal where do I go? I have to find something that will help me get back to my life and go on.

It was 22 years since I seen her. I am finally free today which I don't have to worry about her. The main issue is that I have closure today...

Lets figure out what is the next step.. I need to find the next project...