Lily read the bomb email... It worked...

Lily read the bomb email..


It worked, but I also risked alot..

Yes, but it all was true.. I really don't care anymore, I wanted to save this friend ship....If, I didn't do this I would have lost her friendship and that is my goal right now.. I really want her friendship. That is all I really want..
It's great to be her friend, it will be like old times but remember leave the love stuff out of it.. Just talk and be her friend...

I talked to her yesterday which she said, " work in a small room in the rear office." I couldn't believe this.. I was thinking she worked in a nice office which she wore a suite and stuff.. she has really come down. I never knew she could get this low in life. I think what happen is that she just is working and that is all she really can do. She sounds like she wants to experess her self for a while, but again I know she is married. I will respect that..

I think just being friends is really fun and I can't control her. I have realized to let things free which I have no control... How can you say the fxm?
What?
Yea, I know what you are doing.. Well, I have some control.. so, why do you act like this..

o.k. I miss spoke you sob...

That sounds better...

I really don't want to lose this friendship. If, I never have her just knowing she is alive and well is all I want... Yes that is all I really want...

I don't need anything else...

I have learned to trust her and she knows what she does..


Her, email had alot of resentment, but then again you can't blame yolanda.... Yes that is true....

I have also realized that when I took her out she was happy to get away... So, now I have a much better undestanding of who she was... I can't believe she enrolled in esl clasess, but why? She never had a speaking issue? I think someone really hurt her and she didn't want to say aything... Yes,..

I told her that she has the julia roberts smill which is true and I saw her when she was starting out.

I also talked about my dyslexia which I had the reading issue...


Things are better today....I have my best friend back.. Its' great...