Lily is gone... I finally accepted her...

it has been hard accepting lily, but reality is much better then wishful thinking. I finally come to realize she is no angele and she has done alot of stuff then me.
I have realized that she is dependent which she is really needie. This is who she is which I realized her issue is looking for the next gig. yes, she can be looking at me, but she realized I am no hotshot. I never came across like that and the goal was not to look to flashy. Yes, I didn't fix myself up which I could of used alex's car and then I could of said, I didn't have money. shit, I am glad that she realizes that I am no hot shot because I am not. I have also accepted myself the way I am. Yes, here I am today, but I have to keep learning and growing..

Lets grow now.

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