Lily and Me go to lunch.. I finally get closer....

Lily asked me to have lunch two days ago. I agreed which we meet at a Tia resturant then she changed her mind.. We went to an indian place which was really nice. I tried their chicken and diffrent spices... The food was great..

Now, We started talking which she told me about her pass.

She married in 1984 right after she graduated.. She married a guy who had land in mexico and he is now living next to her. She says, he is always following her, but she is o.k. with that.. Well, she said that him and her went all over the u.s. she went to virginia and settled down over there . Then, she was tired and ended the relationship by running away to home.
well, she said he was working or something but that wasn't clear... The issue is that she returned home because she never knew who her husband was. she said the 14 year old is his.. So, this explains everything. If she was married for nine years that means 1984 to 1993 she separated.. this, explains the time that I saw lily at K-mart. Yes this is true, I remember now.. It was 1993 which I was working at St.Francis hospital... yes, but I was really happy with Pily I said I wasn't going to fall for her.. So, she did try to get back with me.. but, I said no..

Now, I was brave which I finally moved on. I was really free at this time in my life. I finally realize that Pily was going to be mine... I didn't care..

She has a ten year old dauter now that is Adams kid...
She is 10...

1995..2005..

So, she was looking for me ten years ago. I knew it...
She did try to get back with me, but I was to lost and angry that I didn't want any part of her. It was my fault, but again, I had the courage to walk away from her.. Yes, I have made it.. Yes, I took my stand..

So, she was looking for me because if adam was raised by adam and he is 17 he said she raised me..

the mystry is over. I was in her thoughts in 1994 but what could I have done for her? I really don't think I could have done anything. I am glad that today things are as they are. I am finally free. Yes, I can see now and I am truly free today..

This is closer for me... I finally undestand the past now it's my time..

Yes, lets move on...

I can't go back.. Lets move on. the main issue is understanding the past so you can move on. I don't know what happen...

I tried to focus on one person and one person only but then again it did come true in 1994...but, I wasn't ready... I couldn't provide even if I tried... I am glad that I am at a place of security today... Yes, lets move on..


I am free..

Frank Martinez