I just emailed Lily telling how I feel. It was great.

I emailed Lily today telling her that I always wondered about her. I am really happy to know that she is alive and well. Yes, this has been the greatest reliefe.
For the longest time, I would wonder what happen to her or if that person or that person was her... She was like a ghost that finally showed herself.
I understand she had a hard time but also the pressure from her Sister also was an issue.
I remember yolanda when I was in high school, she was much more talkative, but she could say hello and stuff. It's really hard taking care of an ill person.. Yes, I have been there myself...
The main issue is that she is alive and well and that is all that I wanted to know..

She is my first puppy love... How can you forgett that?

I know for ten years my acne was the biggest issue, but again I just threw myself into work. I have to slow down... Every sunday, I do nothing but read, but sometimes I would like to go out and stuff... Well, Yes that is true...

I really want more purpose to life, I really would like to go back to the medical field and train as an EMT. I remember when I was transfered to the E.R. Admitting dept because of my computer skills. But, the EMT always had the action. Yes, I worked double shifts but I would do it for three days and the EMT guys would do it for a week. I still remember the great feeling that I did my best for society...Yes, this was what I looked fowared to each day...

Yes, I work for myself but sometimes where is the purpose? The person who I work for either gets a good price, but I have realized when I need something they will help me out. It's a give and take situation... This is business..

Remember Machavali:
In business you must be first to try something new because everyone else will hate you because they are comfortable with the old and true... Yes, I have realized when a new product comes out, I will try it and sometimes it doesn't work. but, the issue is that I tried.
Presently, I tried the NetGear Router which has been good, but then I realized it was slow. Well, I have learned and I realized that is why I got a discount on the price...
Yes, also realized that when it comes to the customer always give him the best price and only what he needs. Everything else can be added later.
I have bought stuff that customers haven't even used or don't want to use.. So, the best is to create a skeleton system and if they want more they will ask.
Yes, because once they determine what they want they will ask..
You, can't just force customers to buy this or that. You have to watch and understand how they will use their equipment, remember customer is always king...