I still can't sleep..

I have realized that this technical stuff is great but sometimes when I am all finished. What do I do? I really need to be more social.
I really can't believe that I was to busy to see Lilly... Why did you do that? I really tried to not get to connected.. I am still insecure... Yes, but again she is just a friend...

Lets grow up will you..

Grow up...

Well, knowing that she is alive and well makes me happy...
I worried for the longest time wondering where she went or if she was alive... All this time she was living in Downey, now that was interesting...

Well, I would like to be a good friend again and respect her marriage... Yes this is the best solution..

I am really happy..

I still have that Banana tree in the front of the house which the reason I planted it was because of Lily. Since, Costa rica and south america they eat bananas... I thought it would represent her. It was funny that once she emailed me and talked to her. I reallized that the Bannana tree finally gave a couple of bannana...

MY front yard garden is interesting because I have plants from everyone I know. Since Sensei Shoji passed on, I have his Hawainn plant...

The garden and the plants represent each person..

Interesting insight...