Finally letting the pass go..

I have come to realize that she needed a camera system to help her sister and this was great. I helped her and it's my way of saying thank you for everything.
I have finally let go of the past. I have also accepted that I am not the greatest looking guy which I always knew. This was the big issue that I always got what I wanted when I was a kid. It didn't matter, but made time to figure things out, but in the long run I would get what I wanted. but, when it comes to make somone love you, you can't do that.
I am really glad for my parents who also saw me falling for her which they would pick me up as if she was some danger to me. Well, you have realized that if you would have married young you would be really have probelems today. Yes, I know I couldn't read that good because of delexa which is the same thing that tom cruz has. It was what made the e and the i flip on me when I read. I have now accepted it and I am a much better person today.

I really think I have grown this past week because now my expectations are over and reality is much better to deal with. Yes, I had no expectations when I meet her and that was good... I finally realized she is to tall for me and she is to good for me. I can't have someone like that , she would drive me crazy. Yes, I have accepted and moved on..

Life is great now. I can see again....
Life is clear.