Downtown Library

I wasted the whole day today..

I didn't go to work because I just didn't feel like it and I also went to get hair cut..

I think, I was drinking to much coffeee, yes this must be it..

I was reading the life book which I have learned some great new ideas.. yes, I have learne that the more you think these are computtions.. yes, and they are predictable, but then other things are not predictable.. so, you actually have two ways of seeing things... I have also learned that you have no control over nature and what happens in life... yes, but we try to control.. yes, we can build buildings and plans and laws these are structures which we expect others to follow. but are they gaurntede? No, not really..

So, the great insight is computation is anthing that can be imulated and done faster exponentially.. y es, I finally understand this rule.. For, the longest time, I have been lost but exponential ideas now make sense.. they speed things up..

then there was another if a sentence is true, but this depends if it actaully can be done but who really makes it true? It's up to me to decide if this or that can be done. but, here we are trying to get things to think.. Now, can they? that is the big question..


I pretty much have a good idea, but chew on this..

Lily, I need to email her again and apologize for yesterdays email which I sounded to much like a mucho jerk.. yes, I was bragging again... I have to realize she stilll liked me even though I had my acne and I was the fool who didn't call her after the two week thanksgiving vacation.. she had ever right to do what she did, but today, I am back.. yes, but again she is still be ing my friend and that is all..

yes, I finally accepted my place..

She will always be a good friend..

I love her like a brother loves a sister..

Frank Martinez