Lily and Me so far....

I have come to know Lily again and she has become my friend again. This has been the greatest gift.
I have also learned to accept that she is kinda of heavy and the varcouse vains, but the issue is that something is going on with her and adam, but she really doesn't want to say what. What I heard from Adam was that he said, she is fat.. Well, the issue is that she is changing but I will always see her as lily.. I have to also accept that I wasn't the best looking guy at that time because of my acne..

Yes, if the chance came up to be with her for ever, I would take it..

I still love her today, I don't care what people would say, I would make it work..

Yes, I am still in love after all these years, but I have a love that is a love for sister.. That is the love I have for her.. Yes, that is all I can do..

The party on Saturday, I brought out alot of stuff which I am clear today. Yes, alot of stuff were handeled and fixed.. .Yes, I expressed myself and everything is out and clear..

I am free today, but what do I do now?

That is my problem what do I do with this new freedom.. All my issues are settled..

What do I do now?

That is the main issue today, what do I do with this freedom?