Lily hasn't emailed...

Lily hasn't emailed..

This is really cool. I think she read my last email which says how working in the rain is dangerous and that I am left handed.. Well, she hasn't emailed or anything. I just want her to read the next email this is the bomb....

What, if she doesn't open it today... Well, I will email her Monday. Saying, I am sorry for wasting her time I will never again call her. I am sorry if hurted you. Now, what will this do? Well, she will read that email... Shit, what if she reads it today and still doesn't email. Well, she is gone. You have to realize she is alredy married and I should stop fucking around with her. yes that is true...

Lets move on. She is only interested because she received a great deal on a camera system. yes that is what she used me for. She also has a husband that isn't going anywhere and she knows it. I am really glad that I can move on. yes, this has been the goal.. yes if we move on i will be really happy, because at least I know she alive and well. That is all I really wanted to know all this time....

Well, Pily is much better looking.. She is really dog chow, yes that is true..

I am being honest now and that is all I can do... I will grow up now.. What is the next goal? I have done everything now what? What is my new goal my new outlook?

The biggest mystery was finding out about lily and now I know. It's great, I don't have to think or worry. Lets move on to the next thing...


Quantum theory is next which is don't understand .....

Yes, keep growing...