Sunday, October 09, 2005

Lily says, you almost received a tatoo because of me?

This women knows that I feel for her when I was young..
Well....?

She didn't know this until, I started telling her, but the good thing is that we are friends again and that is all I ever wanted..

I created an ideal women which I thought was her, I have come to realize she is only human like everyone else and she has two kids... so, your idea is dead...
I finally understand the book by Don Quixote...It finally made sense...
He fell because of the princes from tosco... He had this idea of this beutiful women but she never existed... This is what I did with Lily, I made her into this one of a kind of women which when I meet her, she has aged... She is old and her hands scared me and she is pail white
which made me sick.... I have really been living a lie...

Well, the idea is dead and I am free today and isn't that what you want..

I have been noticing how beutiful Evilyn looks and other girls who have been trying to get my attention, but I had this idea of what is beutuful.. I think it's great that I meet lily because now I am free..

Lets grow up...

Move on...

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