I finally accepted my place with Lily..

I had a great walk this morning. I was really thinking and realizing that life is random and you never know what will happen. Yes, I am free today, because what if this and that.. We humans get stuck in this bs... Yes, I was stuck in time but today, I can move on and make things work.. Yes, I have finally come to realize that I have been o.k. all this time.. Yes, but the issue is when will all this end?

Well, Lets live life and do your best...

I can't control anything and it's when you realize you have no control over anything are you really free... Yes, I am free today..

I have closure and I have accepted that Lily only wants me to help her kids... I don't see anything there for me and never have.. Just let go..

Move on...