Lily's christmas Party...

Lily's Christmas Party

The party was great which they had the traditional tamales and I arrived in time which I didn't arrive to early. Yes, this was good. I meet Lily first which I saw her through the window and I was really worried, I could feel something... Well,I said hello and she let me in and she gave me a hug. Yes, this was really great....I hug from her, which I will always remember.
Then, I entered and placed my tamales in the kitchen area. She then offered me some of her tamales and this was great.. Since adam was there, I right away payed attention to him because I really didn't want him to get the wrong idea of my intentions? What are they? they are none, lily is an old friend from high school...
Well, now I know that Adam is actaully 50 or older but the issue is that I am the prize...
Yes, when I gave lily her christmas card, he and lily went to the back area which I think they opened up the card, but what was the issue? I really don't know? They were both in agreement.. I have come to accept and realized she is only using me... Yes, it is sad but that is her goal.... Well, it's better to know and accept that now then figure it out..
She expects me to help adam and her kids in the future... She never is in love with me or anything she is doing this for adam which I can help him... Yes, I finally figured it out...

then, me and adam were talking about the bible. I told him when I have problems, that I read the book of proverbs.... That is my favorite... Yes it is...


I just went for a walk to the park.

I have cleared my head. I have come to accept that Lily will never be mine, but she will always be my friend. This is the greatest gift...

Thank you God..