The Bruno party the day after...

I had such a good time that I sang and I also realized that all this time I had it..
I have also realized my workers are the one who help me do everything. You give them your time and they will help you out...

I have such a great feeling, I am free today... I have seen lily one more time and realize she isn't all that... I had the biggest illusion of her which I am glad it has been seatled... Yes this is over for me.... Should, I show up? I really don't think so... Yes, that would be the best thing to do.. I will just drop off my tamales and her present and that is all... Yes that is all you can... I have realized that I have it....

I read the book on conversations with God..

This book has such great insights that I realized that I am the creator of all this and that...It's me all this time.....I finally have come to peace with myself.... This has been the biggest issue....


The main issue is that you are free today.. Yes, this has been the goal all this time....

I am finally free... Yes, I have realized that everything is just as it is...

I am ready for what ever.... I am secure, because I am God... yes, I have finally realized that it's all up to me. Life is love and there is also fear...so, these are the two powers in the universe if.. you see love then that is all you know and understand... If, you see fear you are not able to take risk......

So, now I have realized who and what I am... Thank you God.... I have found you and you have always been me... Yes, I have always been here just waiting for you to realize the truth....

Thank you Jesus for teaching me that God wasn't outside, but he was inside of us and he is us.... Yes, I have found everything thank you God...

I am trully free today,.... Thank you God...