I am Finally Free, I will not go Back
It's been great not reading anything from Medusa.
I have been tempted to check but you know what, it just makes me more sick then anything. so, I don't even check.
Good, you have realized that it's a waste of time...
Sure, I would like to live in the past, but reality is much to interesting, I have been growing and every day, I learn something that is the goal..
I went to the G on Saturday which I arrived about 1pm and I read in the German mountain area for about two hours then I went to take a nice long nap near the garden. This nap was great, then I went to read a while and walked around the Garden. Yes, I was kinda of gettin tired of doing this, but realized how lucky I am.
Yes, I hope she never calls again because then I will know she has set me free from all her bullshit. Yes, that is what I want now.
I have no need to call her any more. So, I am saying, I have no need... Yes, that is the place that I come from today..
I have no need..
Work: It has been great which I started working with Roger Tang again and it's been fun, but I am still doing my best.
I have simplified everything, but I can't say it's 100 perecent.
The main goal is get back to work and create my own place.. It's my time. Yes, but I still need to sit down and figure things out.
I have been reading and learning here is my schedual..
4-7 Google news, New York times, Yahoo finance and write out important articles.
7-8 Metro ride which I read the LA times and highlight the important stuff..
8-12 work for outdoorprotectin which I get assignment and focus.
I am thinking of working through my lunch which I can leave early.. Yes, that is the goal. I will have Eddie working with me again..
12-1 Lunch
1-5 work
6-8 Ride home which I have reading time and thinking time..
7-10: Review time on what I did and what the goals are and were I am.
I have been keeping a journal which has been great.. I can review the idea and see where I am at.. I am seeing growth and change and acceptance.. yes, that has been the goal all this time comming to accept myself..
I have grown alot...
Thanks Again Frank
Love you...
