Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Time Heals

March 27, 2012 8:55am

Time Heals

I haven't noticed but working for U-Molding these past three years has been good which I made time for research, learning networking and security systems. I also learned how to organize my time... Great work....

Thursday, May 08, 2008

5-8-2008 $350 paid for cat-6 wire, Fullerton Project

I received $350 for the Cat-6 wire which I purchased back in april which I will use this money for my parts.. Yes, that is the main issue. I spent $400.00 for the van to get fixed which they removed the engine and replaced the caps which water was leaking out... That is $400.00, but I needed to do it, Yes I paid more then quated, but I know he did a good job.. Yes, the car drives really nice..

My main goal right now is getting everything back into shape... Yes, I have been working here at Lynwood Faundary which I helped with the Oracle system and everything is working great,but now I have to move on to some more projects... Yes, i can't just stay here.. Yes, I need something new to learn..

Well,I have been working on my schedual which works out great...

3:30 to 5:00 News 1.5 hrs
5:00- 6:00 Ride to work
6:00-8:30 News 2.5 hrs
So, the main issue is that I have all news and emails done and handled and know what is going on, so I can just work..Yes, this works out great and I like it because I don't get any surprises...Yes, it is true..."people who don't read, it' like living among the Dead.."

My main issue is be productive and do your best..

9-2:30 work

2:30- 3:30 Metro
4:00- 8:00 Library, read my books and learn more.. Yes, it's great..

My main goal is read more and learn more...Yes, that is all it's about..
I have been reading several books on aluminum and chemistry which is something that is my next step into the future...yes, it's all there waiting...It's until you take that step...

So, Today, I have everything pretty much organized...
Yes, lets get to work...

Sunday, September 17, 2006

I am Finally Free, I will not go Back

It's been great not reading anything from Medusa.
I have been tempted to check but you know what, it just makes me more sick then anything. so, I don't even check.
Good, you have realized that it's a waste of time...

Sure, I would like to live in the past, but reality is much to interesting, I have been growing and every day, I learn something that is the goal..

I went to the G on Saturday which I arrived about 1pm and I read in the German mountain area for about two hours then I went to take a nice long nap near the garden. This nap was great, then I went to read a while and walked around the Garden. Yes, I was kinda of gettin tired of doing this, but realized how lucky I am.
Yes, I hope she never calls again because then I will know she has set me free from all her bullshit. Yes, that is what I want now.

I have no need to call her any more. So, I am saying, I have no need... Yes, that is the place that I come from today..

I have no need..


Work: It has been great which I started working with Roger Tang again and it's been fun, but I am still doing my best.

I have simplified everything, but I can't say it's 100 perecent.

The main goal is get back to work and create my own place.. It's my time. Yes, but I still need to sit down and figure things out.

I have been reading and learning here is my schedual..

4-7 Google news, New York times, Yahoo finance and write out important articles.

7-8 Metro ride which I read the LA times and highlight the important stuff..

8-12 work for outdoorprotectin which I get assignment and focus.
I am thinking of working through my lunch which I can leave early.. Yes, that is the goal. I will have Eddie working with me again..

12-1 Lunch
1-5 work

6-8 Ride home which I have reading time and thinking time..

7-10: Review time on what I did and what the goals are and were I am.
I have been keeping a journal which has been great.. I can review the idea and see where I am at.. I am seeing growth and change and acceptance.. yes, that has been the goal all this time comming to accept myself..

I have grown alot...

Thanks Again Frank

Love you...

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Medusa is Dead

I finally come to realize who lc is and she is Medusa. I went to the Getty Museaum to see the Rubine's and Beughal exhibit which was beautiful. I saw how these two artest did alot of good work. Yes, because they worked together on these paintings which was great..
Well, the last picture was the head of Medusa and there was lc. I finaly realized that the snakes were her and she was finally finished.. Yes, I have grown and I am now a a much better place. Well, the main issue getting over this issue. I grew and I grew big time..

She had computer problems which I fixed her p.c. but then she starts asking about my house and stuff which i said, I have stuff, just like a gold digger she wanted to know more..shit, she will never change and she shown her true colors..
The great thing is that I come from a place of security and I am much better off..

Yes, but for the longest time, I thought she would change me and al that bullshit, but I realize now she was a gipsy gold digger always looking for the next best thing. She hasn't changed... Thank God... I knew it...

Today, I am free

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

The world is flat book some great insights by fxm...

The world is flat

Untouchable: are people whose jobs cannot be outsoureced.

1. workers who are special
2. workers who are specialized
3. workers who are anchored
4. workers who are adaptable

Fungible: work that can be digitized and transfered to lower-wage locations.

NonFungible: work that cannot be digitized or easly substituted.

Examples

1. Special: michael Jordan, Bill Gates
2. Specailized: Machinest, Lawyer, robort operator
3. Anchored: barber, house keeper, non fungable..
4. Adaptable: acquire new skills, knowledge and experties create new value..

"learn how to learn."

You have to be skillfully adaptable and socially adaptable.

The more we push out the boundaries of knowledge and technology, the more complex tas
that machines can do. The more those with specialized eduction or the ability
to learn how to learn will be in demand, and for better pay.

JAFA: Just another fucking artist

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Getting out of retirment lets get back to work today..

Where do you think will be the next big corporate technology investment?

Social applications will drive more infrastructure development in the next year or two years than the entirety of the ERP [enterprise resource planning] demands in the 1990s. Let me give you an example of that: We run Sun's ERP system on a 30 percent utilized E-10K, which is a 5- or 6-year-old computer which I can replace right now with a Niagara box.

Compare that with the infrastructure for our developer community, which costs millions and millions of dollars. So even within Sun we see that shift. Social infrastructure is going to drive the corporation. You will spend more of your time interacting with your customers online in the next year than you ever have.

What was the analyst expectation, and what was the reality as Sun went about open-sourcing all of its software?

The expectation was that after all software was free and open source our revenue would go down. Our revenue didn't go down, but adoption in the pipeline went up.

Welcome to OpenSPARC.net

Goals of the OpenSPARC Initiative

  • To significantly increase participation in processor architecture development and application design by making cutting-edge hardware intellectual property freely available.
  • To eliminate barriers to the next big build-out of the Internet.
  • To improve collaboration and cooperation among hardware designers.
  • To enable community members to build on proven technology at a markedly lower cost.
  • To encourage innovation.
  • To foster bringing bold new products to market.

Fxm: The great Gasby book

This finally made sense last night which I have come to realize what Gasby wanted to get Daisy back which when he was younger he had ambition and saw himself as this rich guy. He knew he would be rich but didn’t know how. He meets this ray guy who helps him to establish himself and Gasby finally has the money to buy or have what ever he wants. Daisy becomes another item to add to his house. This will complete his collection.

They say he threw parties to daisy can attend one day….The main idea is that he had a dream of getting daisy back.

He knew she lived on east egg which he saw the house she lived in.

But did she really love him? She loved other guys after Gasby that is my question. I think she saw the wealth and she wanted in on it to. But, this was the only way gasby could win her back…

I have I done this with my life.. Yes, I wanted lily back, but I went to school to improve myself and I have and I have become a better person but sometimes I have that need to return or get back a time… I have realized that todays cold reality is great to know. I live in the present and I can’t change the past.. Yes, I pretty much understand Adam now. When, he said we live right now and here but he was trying to tell lily this.. I think there are issues on her side of fence… Yes, she doesn’t want to say, but I have come to realize and accepted them… I was like finally, I get it.. Yes, I am at that place of security today… I don’t know why I have drove myself so nuts the past couple of days…I finally understand…. That has been the goal all along… yes, I finally understand..

She is married and that is all…

But, the character in the book tom and daisy where careless they never took into consideration anything because they were above everything with money…so, I now understand this is really great.

Fxm: Reg Lily now

I have come to realize that she is a friend and I will never be able to capture the past but knowing her today is always what I wanted.. It’s great to come to terms and understanding what I wanted. This past year and today have been great growth for me. Yes, because now I know she is good. I will leave her alone which I have no need..

I am just happy to be her friend in what ever she might need. I will fail and sometimes I will come through, but at least I know she is alive and well..

Yes, that is all, I ever wanted..

I am a great secure place today and I have learned the most important lesson that she is only human like everyone else….Yes, that was the main idea and goal..

I feel great today, because I have grown spiritually and mentally , I have stepped over to the other side which I always wondered what would it be like if I take the risk. I have taken the risk and now I know… It’s great…

Now, lets get back to work.. We have a lot of things to catch up on and we have been asleep for about one year…Lets get out of retirement now..

Monday, April 24, 2006

Final update.. The L project finally over..

I read the book again and I found these highlights.. I knew it..
I finally understand and I have seen myself in the book.. How could I have been so blind.. Lily was everything to me when I was growing up. It really hurt me the worst when in 1989 I went to her house to try, but her whole family had moved... It was really hurtful, but I wasnt ready.. I have overdone it now... I have wasted my whole life for a dream..


their youth. The moment was so perfect and beautiful to Gatsby that he has spent all of his time trying to recreate that moment. It is this recreation that he believes will make After hearing this nick tells the reader of an evening Gatsby and Daisy spent together in him happy..

As nick says, “He talked a lot about the past and I gathered that he wanted to recover something, some idea of himself perhaps, that had gone into loving Daisy.”

t is shortly after this that Gatsby says that "Her voice is full of money", referring to Daisy. This simple line clearly shows how tied the idea of wealth is to Daisy in Gatsby's mind. If there is any true love between the two, it has been preserved by Gatsby's lust for wealth and possessions and Daisy becomes another object to him at times. Like the green light, Daisy herself is symbolic to Gatsby of all that he can have.

When Gatsby opens up to Nick about his past, we see why he acts the way he does. He has a romantic view on what happened between he and Daisy and it is because of this that he tries so hard to get back to it. Whether it is real or not, we cannot be sure, but it is very real to Gatsby and that is all that matters to him. This story also shows the profound impact Daisy had on Gatsby's thoughts of wealth. All of his memories of her are tied to the glamour and richness of her life. The large, beautiful house and the fine clothing. It is more than Daisy that he has fallen for, it is the mystique of wealth that she has. He wants it as well, and believes that by having Daisy he can obtain it.

These people do not worry about paying for their actions so they do as they please. Tom is not worried about hurting Daisy so he flaunts his relationship with Myrtle, his mistress. Daisy, in turn, goes off with Gatsby without a thought to her marriage. Consequence is a unheard of concept to these people so they live their lives without thinking about it.

Gatsby

To understand Gatsby one has to look at not only his true life, but the life that he tried to create for himself. The truth is that he came from poor beginnings and created a fantasy world where he was rich and powerful. Even in his youth Gatsby was not content with what he had. He wanted money, so he managed to get it. He wanted Daisy, and she slipped through his fingers. So even when his wealth and stature are at their greatest, he will not be content. He must have Daisy. Yes, there is love. But more than that there is a drive to posses her because that is what he wanted for all of those years. She was part of his image for the future and he had to have her. And although Gatsby seems very kind, he is not afraid to be unscrupulous to get what he wants. When he wanted money, he was more than willing to become a bootlegger. His drive is what makes him who he is, good and bad. And it is this drive that ends up ruining his life.

The word careless also describes Daisy well. Many of the things that Daisy does, the accident with Myrtle in particular, show a woman who is just careless. She has become very much wrapped up in herself. Part of this is due to the fact that she had been spoiled all her life. She was born into money and had an endless assortment of men who would continue to spoil her. So she has learned to think only of herself without regard for the people that it may hurt.

Fxm:

This finally made sense. I have been wanting to get Lily back also which I worked really hard. I knew if she would come back with me that I would need to be educated… I did that and now I am.

But the book talk about the carelessness of tom and daisy. They were nothing compared to Gasby who wasn’t part of their class or culture.

It turns out that Daisy didn’t mind going with gasby she never knew what she wanted.. this is awesome which it blew me away when I read it…I almost fell out of my chair.. Now, I trolley understand.. I am glad I didn’t do anything stupid..